once again i felt left out... 

they are the one who ask me out..

but i feel like one o them dun like me there..

tok to him also dun look at me..

meeting out to study also never ask me along..

do they really treat me as friend?

i hurt me tt i have to ask myself tis question...

i really do hope tt we are friends...

i start to hate tis..

start to hate ppl around me...

i know wat i wan..

but i dun know how to do...

i wan ppl to look or me... 

i wan friends tt always ask me out...

i wan super super close friends... 

now i dun even damn to say i'm my best friend closest friend is me